Hi all. It's been awhile since I've posted. I hate that actually. I have a lot of GOOD to write about: a trip to DC to visit my twin sister and new nephew, Mark's awesome strides in sleeping (6 or 7 hours a night!), and Mark's 2 month appt. YAY! But, mostly, I'm just tired. I've been so wound up the last week or so. I'm not sure what is wrong with me. But I am beginning to suspect I'm subconsciously stressed about going back to work in 2 weeks. It's 2 weeks away. Why am I worrying about this now?! YUCK!
I've been really tired the last few days, but I can't seem to "unwind" enough to take a nap. And I'm having a hard time getting back to sleep after I feed Mark in the middle of the night. I'm writing this just to get it on "paper" so hopefully I will rest well tonight. It's almost 9:00, and I'm hoping to be in bed by then. I have always had a hard time living in the moment, but I would like to ask for your prayers for just that. I want to enjoy my 2 weeks left with Mark. I love this baby, and I want to be present fully. Please pray for me and for peace to trust that God is with me... and will help me through this. I HATE the thought of leaving Mark at daycare. But I imagine it will be harder for me than for him. So, please pray.
Thanks all. Back soon with some happy posts.
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5 years ago
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I just said a prayer for you. I am sure it will be so hard to go back to work (I'm already thinking about that and I haven't even had my baby yet!). I pray you will cherish each of the moments you have with Mark and not borrow trouble from tomorrow.
Psalm 4:8: I will lie down and sleep in peace, for You alone, Lord, make me dwell in safety.
Definitely saying a prayer for you to have some sleep.
It's funny you posted about this ... I have been having a horrible time falling back asleep after Kaitlin's nighttime feeding ... it just started this week, I've never had problems before. I wonder if it's because we are just stressed about the impending return to work?
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